this is so me

The feeling you get when you have no internet connection:

You have a mind filled with CASTLE, with BECKETT, with RYAN and ESPO, with MARTHA and ALEXIS, with ROY and ROYCE, with NEW YORK and LA, with BADGES and GUNS, with LAUGHTER and TEARS, with BROTHERS and SISTERS, LOVERS and FRIENDS, with JOHANNA and JIM, KATIE and RICKY, KEVIN and JENNY, JAVI and LANIE … with APPLES and CHERRIES, with COFFEE and TAKE OUT, with MURDERBOARDS and YELLOW TAPE, with CROWN VICS and MANHATTAN, with vests that say POLICE and WRITER, with wild THEORIES, CIA and FBI, with STANA and NATHAN, JON and SEAMUS, with TAMALA and MOLLY, SUSAN, RUBAN and PENNY … with HAMPTONS and AVENUES, the BROADWAY and the HUDSON, with NICKI and ROOK, with ONE-AND-DONE and ONE-WRITER-GIRL, with 41319 and 12.5927, with HEROES and VILLAINS, SLICES OF DEATH and LIVES TO LOSE, with SUCCER PUNCHES, KNOCKDOWNS and KNOCKOUTS, with DEADLY GAMES and DEADLY AFFAIRS, with ROSES FOR EVERAFTER and FOOD TO DIE FOR, with CUFFES and TIGERS, NOVELS and GUITARS, with KBEX, PAPA-BEX and LEX, with RICK and KATE, with STOP AND STARE, with NO ENVY, NO FEAR and INTO THE BLUE … with ANGRY BIRDS and FEED THE BIRDS, with YO, BECKETT! and SHUT THE FRONT DOOR! … with BROs and BOYOs, with HOLDING PATTERNS, BOOTY CALLS and people who CAN’T GIVE YOU ANYTHING BUT LOVE … with a RISE, a THANK YOU, a TOMMOROW and an ALWAYS …